Happy Two days outing

Finally got that chance to meet up with Mr Johnny and gor gor
and watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood prince
BCS mr CHERN HONG my dearest gor gor
abandon me n john go watch HARRY POTTER himsel!!!
and he never want to watch again!!!
So only me n Johnny went in to watch


In my opinion
the movie wasn't that excited and the ending is suck
I don't even know it end
until i saw de word dikata oleh!!!!
well...
apart from the ending
others are quite okay for me
as i din expect much from this episode



I was really tired
so...
We went to starbuck to have a cup of my loving caramel macchiato!!




Between
got a little present from er ge (bcs he went to greece to have vacation)

thk u er ge



and this bracelet is a lucky charm bracelet~~ hopefully it brings luck to me^^V




okay.... he is trying really hard to put on his hand


and finally he manage to put on his hand!!!







After we finish de movie
We went to a stall near dunno whr
to makan ice kacang
the ice kacang is divine
The chocolate on top is appetizing~~~(although i din finish it..lolzzz)
have quite a long chat thr
Then i fetch my boss- Mr Johnny bk home~~~
Is rili tired that day as i only slp less than 5 hrs i think~~

ANOTHER DAYYYYYYYY...................


Today...
we come out agn~~~
hahahah
wondering why we out so often
maybe 3 of us are so free and
Chern Hong and I know how to drive d!!!
hahahaha
pity Johnny dunno hw to drive yet!!!
but soon he will........(hopefully or else i have to fetch him always... lolzzzz)

Again
Watching movie..
ICE AGE 3!!! GOsh love it

This is de 2nd time i watch de show!!!!!
yet it still so entertaining!!!!
A day end agn...
tmr going to kl d...
tired............................


Few photoes taken when we r queing up~~~






GOod nitezzzz

Roller Coster Day

I got a lo-hi-lo day today~~~
Every since yesterday...
I am really down...
My doggie gone for no way...
I been crying for whole nite..
Therefore i decide to go out to find my DOGGIE with my bestie
After an hour searching my car petrol drop to the bottom also...
So i went to the petrol station and i just found out my petrol cap is gone!!!!
( i think is because that day mei ling's jie jie drove my car out and pump petrol forgot to put bk ba)


Today so GOOD to be SUNday... none of the car's accessories' SHOP is opened!!!!!!!!!!!
ANyway...
I still pump my car's petrol but only half tank man!!!

COntinue my DOG SEARCHING project while i already so pek cek
Quite pening sitting in the car and looking around for the dog
Keep asking people around there


" do u see a white dog with a pair of patah ear medium size... quite short"


After few hrs searching...
We totally exhausted
On the way to our DARLING MANGO ICE stall~~~
AND HERE MY DOGGIE THR...............................
DIRT ON HIS BODY
LYING on the floor so tiring~~~
ANd he kinda like bullied by people before!!!!!!!!!
POOR him...
thk to my besty chasing him few streets there
and i went bk home to get my grandmum thr
(only my grandmum can comfort him)
We were so damn excited to get my dog bk...
muackzzzzzzzzzz
thk god and my besty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that
We went to send transfer note to my shop..
On the way bk home!!!
WE GET INTO AN car ACCIDENT!!!!!!!
GOSH.........................
MY bom bom car is like!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
HIs bumper drop off halfly~~
The light thr also broken!!!!
But except that
nothing happened on me nor my fren!!!
Is like a T junction(i was on the way to de main road driving with my bom bom car) while a car appeared out of sudden(he was on the main road with de RUSA VAN)
I already on the way out... i cant break nor do anything
and he was like accelerated so damn fast!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT CAN I DO MAN
U DON"T TELL ME UR RUSA VAN CAN ACCELERATE IN 5SEC
(because he was telling others... he drive so fast is because he saw me out there)
NONSENCE!!!!!!!!
anyway...
is my fault never look carefully
arguing with those in educated people juz gonna waste my time
luckily i got some people help me there!!!
OR ELSE
4 fatties bullying 2 little girls..........
(gosh... actually only one person in the car... he was like so scare i will hit and run...
and calling all his fatty frens out man!!!!)
I really dunno who shld i call to...
as my daddy don't seem like wanna to help me out frm there!!!!
WAT DO HE THINK OF ME!!! SUPER DAUGHTER iszt!!!!
well...
i feel nth much......
not that scary also
but i know a lot of gangsters on the road!!!




because i met another siao driver at night!!!!
THe driver...
okay... here is de damn driver story
HE is like the worst driver i ever seem!!!!!!!!!!
BLOCKING MY WAY
DRIVE NEAR ME
DRIVE SLOWLY IN FRNT OF ME
SOMEMORE WANNA FOLLOW ME!!!!
just because i accidentally bang his car...
and is his fault bcs he cut into my lane without GIVING A SIGNAL
DEN DUDE WHAT UR SIGNAL FOR!!!!!!! LAME CAR!!!!!

But...
I do appreciate lot to have my dinner with my besties
xiong sisi bkt and min yie...


although we all so busy for my door...
my kakak lock the door whr nobody is in thr
we don hav the key for the room
the baby's milk still in there
then they all trying all the way
in the end we manage to unlock the door
with the help of mr HAMMER and a THING



DINNER TIME



tmr is their exam...
sori marrrr drag u guys out!!! bkt never been so HARDWORKING
give him an applause







and have a nice chat with er ge...
hehehe........
noob er ge...
sick le still chat so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
later tomorrow cant go out den u noe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Well....
everyday wake up without any motive in my life....
Today...
Just on one day
So many things just happened
WAKE ME UP frm my restless life!!!!
I WANNA GO SCH MAN~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Moody day

Yesterday seriously a bad day for me...
Early in de morning when I just wanna go out to sg to find my besty
My grandmom told me that my white little dog-doggie is gone..
On that moment...
i tot that he just went out for a walk or just be naughty so din bk home...
Then i just walk away and never go look for him...
When my dad go n find him, it is a bit too late...
My doggie mine caught by others d...
or eaten by those mangali!!

My neighbour used to tell me that
Those Vietnam zai love to eat dog so much!!!
ANd my housing area got lot of Vietnam zai!!!!!!!!!!!

My doggie never Slp on de floor
although he juz a normal dog...
But he is amazing
He loves durian juz like i do!!!!
He always play trick in front of me!!!!
I never think of someday he will get lost
and never back home....

Crying so badly....
sad than breaking up with my bfs or anything!!!!!!!!!
I m going out to look for him again

All pet owner...
Please take care ur pet with love n passion
He/ SHe might lost someday!!!

Thk u to everyone who comfort me
and....
" u " who send me de lovely link of kiss the rain....
Really cheer me up...
and

" another u " accompanied me whole nite when u r actually sick!!

last bt nt least...
zzzz =.=
I was like hoping someone to comfort me...
although I dun even noe whr he is now...
anyway...
god!!!!
please bless my doggie!!!!!!!!!

Phrase that i like

"Change has considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful, it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful, it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident, it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better. Obviously, one's character and frame of mind determine how readily he brings about change and how he reacts to change that is imposed on him."

Alone

Finally i decide whr shld i go
after a 3 days trip to kl
i decide to go>>>>



HELP COLLEGE(at damansara)



people who study thr please do let me noe
i m so afraid....
Nobody gonna accompany me to go thr
de place look so unsafe and insecure
hoping that there will be someone at least can accompany me to there

Looking upon my journey
seem to be a lonely one
Everyone going to australia
If i choose to go there
I will not be that afraid like now...
At least...
I got JW aka mummy
and frens over thr....

Now...
I have to face all the problems by mysel...
Nor matter how tough it is...
(Feel like crying man
but tears juz like rolling in my eyes...)
My besty-M.Y
if we ever apart...
I really dun1 any of us change
I dunno whr to find a gal like u to chat with me...
I definitely dying soon
So... M.Y take care
but i think we still got a year to spend tgt( as i will be at kl at least a year)
maybe i couldn't suit de weather there
then after a year at KL i will transfer to SG rather than Uk...
lolzzzz
seriously lame...

Maybe this is my destiny to learn to be alone
I always got someone be my side when i down...
Nor matter where i go there will be someone waiting there to lend their hand to me

:A list as below:

CHern hong aka gor gor
Johnny aka er ge
Kheng Huat aka bkt
Jw aka mummy
Min yie aka my sis
Kevin aka ah guan kevin/ah dei
Francis aka jie jie
Sabrina aka sab zai
Heng hao aka papa
Johnson aka er be
Michelle

thank u guys for the days
Without u all...
I might be really down...
for those who i din name it specificly please do not blame me
I will always remember u all

=.=
this blog sound so emo....
well I really quite emo nowadays
maybe i juz realize something
things always happen in this world and yet CHAI LIN LIN wake up!!!!!
face the reality
NEver Ever live in ur world...
The world only full with happiness, fun, joy, laugh, pure
"CHONG MIN YIE
seriously nid to talk to u and shop with u
i m damn emo now la!!!!!!!!!!"

In the end...
I juz noe
what i nid is not love from lover
is frens who care me lotz....
is not passionate in relationship
but a stable one and people i can trust
is not a perfect looking guy
but someone will love me nor matter who i m or how i m or how my looking is
is not someone who care me like hell
but never understand me
is not someone i can't even have a conversation

an advice
"in this world...
guy normally judge girls frm de looking 1st...
Never ever make ursel ugly girls...
ur bf might dump u a sec later"

★ 雙子座終極完美分析

有 很多的朋友，可是"看起來朋友很多，可是知心的沒有幾個"

這句話很深刻的形容了雙子。

雙子很能說話，他跟別人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也會聊一 些很嚴肅的話題。

雙子可以跟你聊很多東西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不關自己的事。

隨便他跟你說些什麼，可是跟自己有關的都只是些皮毛而已。
比如， 今天又有某個明星怎樣怎樣了；隔壁班有多少美女帥哥的。

關於自己的事，他幾乎是不說的，就算是說，也是說一些關於自己無關痛癢的事。
當你想更進一步的瞭解 雙子，他會很自然的把話題給扯開。
對於自信的雙子來說，他又同時很沒有安全感，這是雙子特有的矛盾。

他喜歡把自己重重包圍住，不讓自己暴露。
對於雙子來 說，如果在一個還不瞭解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等於讓別人抓住了自己的把柄。這樣就失去了一定的優勢。

above... not that true

當雙子感到獨孤悲傷時，只會一個人躲在房間裡哭， 或者一個人鬱悶著。
雙子也很怕被傷害，很多時候寧願自己承受一切，也不願別人抓住自己的把柄。
所以久而久之也就養成了習慣。
雙子基本上也是個很痛苦的人。

表面上總是很有活力，很快樂的樣子，可是沒人的時候他又總是很憂傷。

雙子總會被一種莫名的悲傷籠罩。
但他不會讓別人發現的，他怕被傷害，也怕被別人拋棄， 只能自己硬挺著一切。

所以雙子很神經質，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因為承受了太多的東西. 一般來說雙子的孩子都很早熟。haha is that true??

雙子對很多的東西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起來什麼都不在乎。
雙子並不是故意要掩飾自己，上面說了，這只是一種習慣 了，可是在外人看來他就成了虛偽的人。

雙子是被公認的最花心、最冷酷無情的星座。
其實對於雙子的花心，真的不想再說些什麼了。
解釋得太多，累了，也沒耐心 了。

可是說起雙子，就不得不提感情，雙子這一生，似乎必須被感情牽伴，跟愛情糾纏一世。

很多人說雙子並不花心，只是博愛，所以才會有那麼好的人緣。
忘了在 哪裡看見了這樣的一句話：

雙子最大的悲哀在於有兩個人的思想，卻只有一個人的身體，雙子有愛自己所愛的人的權利，也有保護彼此所愛的人的義務，雙子只剩下 一個時，愛也就只剩下義務了。

我想用如來若去說的一句話給雙子的花心做個總結：
花心的極端就是癡心的可怕。
該懂的人應該會懂的。
至於冷酷無情真的不知道該 從何說起。


其實雙子是最平和的星座，如果可以不發生衝突，都會盡量避免
。雙子也很少跟別人吵架，他討厭吵架，如果是因為一些生活瑣碎小事吵架，那麼雙子就 在吵完的那一刻就把這件事給忘了；

要雙子真的跟你翻臉，除非是你的所作所為或所說的話實在讓雙子不能忍受，這時他會很鄙視得看你一眼，然後頭也不回地走 掉，甚至會不給你留面子地離開。
這時你一輩子也別想再和他和好了，就算有的雙子礙於面子和你再成為朋友，但是他們已經對你鄙視到了極點，只不過維持著這一 層不得不維持的"朋友"關係其實，

很大一部分雙子，對待感情是非常專一的，之所以給人留下花心的美名，是因為很少有人能夠讓略帶童心的雙子動真感情，不是 雙子鐵石心腸，而是雙子個性裡面天生有一些憂鬱，一些潛在的不自信，只是雙子隱藏的深入，

可是一旦讓雙子動了真感情，那麼恭喜你了，
雙子的天真，率直，外 加表達能力豐富，
一定能讓你獲得很多快樂。

每個雙子都有一個故事隱藏在心裡，多數是不堪回首的往事，
雙子是個念舊或者說是喜歡沉浸在回憶中的星座，他 （她）的這個故事通常都是因情所困，
動了感情而被傷害了的雙子是脆弱的，
也是堅強的，他（她）可以很快的振作起來，
可以當什麼事都沒有發生，這些都是雙子 演給世人看的罷了，等到夜深人靜的時候，
雙子內心的傷痛隨著血液滲透到全身，
他（她）可以一整夜的去回憶之前的點點滴滴，
可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，
可 以一整夜坐在那裡發呆，

但是，一旦天亮了，要出去見人了，
雙子馬上就從痛苦中抽身而走，
你看到的肯定是一個神采奕奕的雙子，

這就是雙子，擁有雙重性格的雙 子，一個在世人面前樂天，快樂，
在孤獨夜晚獨自傷悲的雙子。

雙子的愛是最永恆的，可以付出一切，
有人說我們花心，那時我們沒有真正的愛，
當雙子愛上一個人 的時候是痛苦的，
因為我們太敏感。

假如雙子愛上了一個不愛自己的人，那莫我相信他永遠都不會再愛了，
當愛給過了一個人，他再也沒有能力再付出了，
其實太多 的人都不懂我們，
其實連我們自己都不懂自己，
我們很會偽裝，很會說謊，但我們最細膩，
對感情最敏感，雙子的愛與悲傷，誰又真的瞭解！



sometime i really hate why i m exactly how the gemini's character is...
if time can go bk
i think i will still go the same path
but this time i will never let u go

Change

If everyone can get the one he/she love

No one will learn and grow up or even cherish the one he/she owned

If everyone is kind

Nobody is kind in this world

If everyone is pretty/handsome

The one who is ugly is de special one in the world

If everyone is genius

Do u think genius still exist?

Every single person is unique

And it is magnificence to the one who know to cherish u

If everyone just like the other one

Do human still human or we are robot?

God created us differently

Every single of us are from different background, different education, different way of brought up and make who u r today

There is always good and bad

Evil and kind

Strong and weak

Every word has its antonym

So the world is always balance

If he/she is the one and only you love

And you never got the chance be with him/her forever

You should not be sad although your heart is broken into pieces

Because of he/she, you know and feel what is love

And you should put effort in your next relationship

If the next relationship you already put lot of effort and never work out

Maybe the fate between you both just so slim that he/she cannot be you life partner

Nor matter what happen there always a way to go out…

U are the one who choose to stay inside the dark and not look up

It wasn’t that scary to walk out the box u always in

Although I still in the box…

I believe… some day I will out the box and I will tell u

Thank you everyone who accompanied me when I was in there

Thank you, to those people with me, I really learn a lot from every relationship I had…

The girl in the photo might not be so nice as before

Because she changes, not only her look and the way she thing

The thing she pursue, the way she look upon love