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Saturday, May 30, 2009
PLEASE COMFIRM WITH ME
Thursday, May 28, 2009
TODAY IS XIAO XIONG's birthday
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
hapi*birthday*sad
Since everyone is asking me to update my blog
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I miss last year*my birthday*
A year has gone
My birthday is coming soon
Juz 2 days more
Last year… I was celebrating my birthday wif my housemates and frens at kl
Dunno why
The memory still so clearly in my mind
Jia wen so called our mummy plus guan jia
She chooses a guess wallet as my birthday present
They keep showing me de paper bag of de present
Fighting over de paper bag in the house
Dare me to bully them
He bought me to Luna bar on 22May
The 1st time i went to the bar
It just like I was in the heaven
So damn pretty
Dunno why
It had been awhile I din wif them le
But still miss them so much
Miss the time we chat together
Miss the moment that sit in a green myvi
And wif wu lou mei n him wondering around
“*****”
I tot u r angry of me
And yet
The present I always want to receive
Is sent by u
Just hope that everything will be alright especially for
Maybe nobody can treat me as gd as u do
But the chemistry juz not that
And I don’t hope that u waste
So I decided to leave u that time
U shld understand but u din
The things u did and said
Really mk me so disappointed
I am thinking that
R u the ***** that I noe
Anyway thk u for de post
Really sweet and caring
There r gals that suit u more
Juz like her
I think u shld noe who m I talking about
JW is right
I shldn’t accept u at 1st
Maybe now u n her shld be together le
If like her
Go on~~~
U will touch her heart
After u
Maybe other guys will not so easily mk me touch
Bcs the things u did
Nobody can do it again
Thk u
Guys
Really miss u all so much
Last year I had
A wonderful birthday
Friday, May 15, 2009
Mother's day plus going out wif Chern hong johnny sab
My mother's day was freaking simple
Monday, May 11, 2009
draft blog
用尽 真心 却得不到任何回应
心如此安静
记性 注定 像个刺青
刺激 内心 一度沉睡的旧感情
如此不安宁
牵着你的左手 你右手悬空
仿佛是有所保留
握着你的右手 你有话不说
隔了层沉默 你慢慢疏离我
无声的背叛
原来失去是那么简单
你是我要的(我是你要的)
为何变成一个陌生人(来陪伴)
对你的背叛
是回忆要时间去替换
我尽力勇敢
但如果你已下判
我~只能说遗憾
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Labyrinth
Since the 1st day I met u
U r leading me to a labyrinth
I follow
Nervous doesn’t stand any place
Believing in you
Drowning in the dream that u knitted
Hoping that one day u will lead me out of here
And yet
U let go my hand
In a split of second
U nor longer in the maze
I was terrified n yearn for the exit
One by one
None of them leading me to the exist that belong to me
Due to sadness, disappointment and fear
I undergone revolution
Nor longer the gal u held her hand at 1st
A rose with thorn is the metaphor for me now
Labyrinth is my habitat
Day after day
Until I saw the mirror
Realize I have changed
Can’t even recognize the person in de mirror
Who will lead me out of here?
Back to the real
Or
It is my fate to stay here?
Sunday, May 3, 2009
A very true post.. at least true for me
第二次爱,任何事情羊儿都会抑制住热度,有所保留,让沸腾冷却,最后凝固。他将热情耗在了上一场的刻骨铭心,于是,即使握住了羊儿的手,也不曾拥有。羊儿依然恨着,睚眦必报的神情,然而恨也许是爱,而冷漠不是。被羊儿第二次爱的人,通常会变得很冷,那是因为羊儿的温暖根本未曾给予过。
金牛座
也许,一段感情之后,牛牛仍然会相信爱,仍然可以去爱,但他爱的,只有自己。他不断的苛责第二次爱的人,美其名曰追求完善,对感情和行为负责。可实际上没有自律的爱自己是危险的,很容易变成自私。牛牛在第二次恋爱中,其实是没有资格爱别人的,因为他们不再可爱,不再值得被爱。
双子座
第一次的爱情后,双子原本童真的世界被巨大的撞击力毁灭,这时,闯入双子情感世界的人反而多起来,而且更加轻易,并不因为双子广阔的心扉,而是他们原本的灵魂已经残缺不全。第二次爱的人,不过是重塑其世界的工匠,等花园被心血一砖一瓦垒起,双子便会甩掉过去,让有些人永远属于那些断壁残垣。
巨蟹座
被巨蟹第二次爱上,便永远生活在初爱的阴影下,即使他对你不离不弃,即使他向你保证你是他的最爱,但稍懂感情的人便明了,巨蟹需要的只是可以停泊靠岸的港湾,他的爱决不会让一个人占有,最多,是谁更多一点罢了。也许,可以假装忽略,就这样糊里糊涂的爱着,然而,很多事情,抽到断水水更流。
狮子座
狮子座对第二次爱的人通常没有力气,他是被动的,麻木的,缺少了所有的王者风范,和统治热情,似乎来来去去,他都不会在乎,或者,爱情也只是寂寞无法忍耐的产物。因为,他把爱和恨的力气全部送给第一次爱的人,他在那里挣扎反复,然后找了一个可能上辈子有仇的人,跟他一起如此的度过一段人生。
处女座
如果世俗可以继续容忍,可能处女座永远都不会寻找第二次爱的人,然而,毕竟有些爱来得迅猛,必须承受。处女座便懂事的附和着,可内心的波澜在第一次爱结束后就成了死水,任凭第二次爱的人心痛的吹拂,或者愤怒的搅和。处女座没有爱过那个人,虽然假爱之名,第二次爱的人可以等,但也许永远都等不到。
天秤座
或许在第二次恋爱中,天秤座的表现已属上乘,如果你不是百般挑剔的人,会轻易的满足于这份绚丽的如同幻想般的感情,因为往往天秤座的第二次恋爱会更精彩,并且浪漫有余。只是他们的真心已经不足,与其说这是爱情,不如说是爱情技巧,它适合所有享受派的人,却不适合认真。
天蝎座
蝎子会貌似深刻的爱着第二次爱的人,然而却不复快乐,痛苦与挣扎交替着,蔓延着生活的方方面面。你转身,他会想到另一个背影,你微笑,他会想到另一种颜色,即使你随便说句话,做件事,他也会绕几个弯子想到以前的画面。第二次爱的人,通常是初恋的翻版,这个人只是供蝎子怀念的影子罢了。
射手座
射手会践踏第二次爱的人的尊严,毫无疑问。因为他经常游弋摇摆于旧爱新欢之中,若你哄得他高兴,也许射手会在某一瞬间对你产生死心塌地的感觉;只是下一秒,他觉得无聊,便又会找寻一切机会与初爱取得联系。其实射手也不知道自己到底更爱哪一个,只有一点可以确定,那便是他爱的并不止是一个。
魔羯座
魔羯总会跟第二次爱的人说,我和以前的爱人不可能再在一起,以表示对目前感情的忠贞。然而,这不可能并不是不愿意,他的心里有无限情意荡漾,只是比起别人,稍理智了些,不可能便断了强求的念头。然后,对于太多,魔羯会守着沉默,只是问起曾经的爱情,他会说,那是一个很好的男人或女人,眼角的留恋让人瞬间神伤。
水瓶座
第二次被瓶子爱的人往往是最惨的,他将生活在瓶子初爱的忧伤下,承受所有瓶子对已失去的向往,然后黯然的领教因为得到就不珍惜的苦楚。他其实只是瓶子忘记一个人的工具,可是瓶子尽管潇洒,疗伤时歇斯底里,痊愈便又去找寻新的幸福,而那个人,第二次爱的人,他付出的感情伤痕累累又有谁怜惜?
双鱼座
第二次被鱼鱼爱的人,必然是个很好的医生,他要治好鱼鱼的眼泪。只是,鱼鱼的灵魂依然极尽绚烂的绽放再初爱的生命里,把所有的委屈遗憾不甘愤恨留在第二次爱的人的怀抱中。那些眼泪,浸入了第二次爱的人的皮肤中,苦涩的味道,直到鱼鱼笑着离开,这个医生已经在泪珠的岁月里,心被折磨得嶙峋,几近干涸。
我们被第一次爱的人伤害,然后又迫不及待的去伤害第二次爱的人。
如果可以选择,但愿,但愿,你我都不是那个人,那个第二次被人爱的人。