WHEN I am SICK (do u feel the same way?)

Have you ever have some evil thought in your mind?
when the devil meet the angel
Who will have the victory in the end?
It all depends on your will
"when there's a will, there's a way"

Sometime, I do have some evil thoughts passed through my mind!!!
i.e "should I skip class today?? "
Same scenario happened this morning
BUT
It is not a evil thought!!!
I was so sick this morning
that I can't wake up and

SAY "HI" to our INCREDIBLE economic lecturer
HE IS MY IDOL- do I mentioned that?? lolzzz

AND the "kindest" lecturer- Dr Goh
GOSH.. If you ever got the chance to attend his class
you will definitely die in his HEAVY homeworks!!!!

AND I can't meet my dearest frens also
Ms evil - CHT
Ms always bully me yet help me the most - SYL
Ms dancer (she is cute) - TYH
Ms Ah Z wife wanna be - NMY
Mr Nice - ZL (he is so clever!!! admire)
Mr very noisy - KP (he is memang noisy)
aih ya and many many more!!!!



When u are sick...
you will realize how important your family is
{Especially the porridge and the kakak service (i miss my kakak)}
You will know who really concern about u ^^
You should be thankful to those help you when u are sick
You shall cherish the moment when U are healthy




Last but not least




I learn a lesson today!!
IF YOU ARE SICK
u better stay AT HOME
sob sob
i wanna back JB right now!!!!!

I am as dull as this flower right now

Heart breaking news

Life is short and spontaneous
isn't it?

U never know what is going to happen the NEXT
U never know the one who is around you
are going to be with you the next second

U can't predict but U definitely can appreciate the thing you owned now
Never say "later" when it is too late for u to say

We need to learn up
How to adapt everything
Life still goes on
BE tough bro
We are here for u

Regret, m i?

Have you ever make any wrong decisions in your life?

I doubt nobody will say " NO " 

Last year I make a decision, a huge one

I decided to pursue my dream 

and give up the chance to get into Monash

Today, looking back the decision I made

Did I regret?

Maybe my result just too suck

Maybe I just being lazy

Maybe....

I can't get in the top University in UK

I can't pursue my dream anymore in conjunction to enter a top University

Sometime, I am wondering

Why am I wanted go UK so badly?

I really don't know

I have no idea and I never been to UK

Just a voice in my heart telling me that UK is your dream, go for it

Now, again

I stand at the crossroad asking myself

which way to go

It is a long journey

A lot of thing I have to choose in the future

I really afraid of making wrong decision again

Dream and Reality

Why can't they come together?

This two feelings kill me more

Do you ever have this kind of feeling?

meeting somebody that u were so closed with

but s/he just appear in front of u like s/he is ur normal friend

If u never, I could tell that the feeling suck

sadly, I dunno how to describe but it doesn't feel that "normal"

A little bit upset, well still can take it

Another one,

Holding the one and only dream since long time ago

Trying so hard to achieve it

yet God didn't see it that way

HE thinks that you are not putting in afford and you don't deserve the dream

I have this dream since few years ago

but only today I know we can't defeat destiny

hopefully that HE didn't treat me THAT bad 

at least let me enter Aus's Uni

My dream just gone

just like a balloon holding in my hand I would never let go

but now they are gone you can't hold it on anymore

I lost all the determination to study

heart really broken