MY BORING NEW YEAR

This year CNY definitely is the most terrible and boring Lunar New Year in my 18 years…

 

1^st my grand mum moved to Pahang which is really very far away from JB.. (About 6hrs drive to thr) so… I cannot visit her and all my aunties will go thr except my family… bcs mum needs work hard for my school fee^^

 

2^nd my life is running by someone… who mk I cry like hell during the 1^st day of Chinese New Year… Pretty cool rite??

 

3^rd WHY EVERYONE IS SO DAMN BUSY!!!! My frens all got KAMPUNG to go bk… except me… Some are enjoying their trip at no whr… Some are so busy visiting their new frens… I also got new FRENS but they all at Malacca, kl, Penang….

Arr-hah… nice rite? Got so many frens around MALaYSIA

But I can’t go to find them anyway………………………..

 

 

 

 

Finally… I got a chance to hang out wif my fren- SISI to City Square to watch some movie ( BRIDE WARS ) and jalan jalan ya^^

 

  

 

This is a nice movie

And I love the dress so much

   

Yeah going out lor^^

DON’T DOUBT =.=

Sisi is definitely a guy!!! NOT GIRL!!! A REAL MAN!!!

Hahahahaha….

So nice to have him….

At least I will not die for BORED

HERE IS THE PROVE...

sori i cant find a good picture  T.T

 

Later I will go out more often and I have to start working le!!

Good luck to all my frens…

Hoped u have a Happy COW YEAR^^

  

愛不疚(love with no regret)

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你 开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了 你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後就放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够



遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头

放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

love you is the toughest thing in the world...

but i never regret i fall in love wif you...

even so many things been through

if i love you make you so annoying and irritating

i will never see or find you again...

4yrs passed...

I think is the time to put u down

LINLYN return

Ever since i join the stupid AUSMAT...

MY Life was messed up!!!!!!!

OH gosh...

CANT believe i was in such condition in KL...

erm...

since bk to jb...

i muz return the old LALA linlyn.......

yeah...

juz done my hair~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HAPPY^^

I noe it look silly~~~~

@.@

  by the way

today i go out wif one of my bez fren...

erm...

so nice i can have this chance to go out wif him...

so sad...

He said i m prettier b4...

m i???

or today i wear too casual~~~~

sob sob

>><<<>><<>>heart broken<<<>>>><<

T.T(isn't so bad?)

>>emo<<

RECALL

I started to recall back the reason being that I had my 1^st bf...

I used to be so not in interest about this stuff...

Girls normally dream about guys around my age...

Talking about the date they were having wif their bf....

Present they received in whatever “anniversary”

I swear to myself that I will not have any bf until me m 18

But yet...

It is proven promised does not stand any place in my heart...

I remembered clearly

Hw I was...

 when my bro went to kl

1^st of my life separated wif him...

He is my only company since I was borne...

My parent is so busy for their work....

MY mum seldom at home bcs she works at sg...

After he went to kl...

I was so alone...

Having meal alone at my dining table.....

Calling my dad asking when he will bk...

And the reply always is “”I will be late””

Lying on my bed in this lovely “”pinkly”” room which most girls want it...

Watching the TV over n over again...

Playing computer games (mapling)...

And it is so sarcastic when I heard my frens said...

Linlyn, ur life is so nice...

Nobody control u and u can want whatever u wan...

 

 

Guys...

Trust me,

When u can get everything u want...

The most u wan is care from ur parent...

When I was sad...

I got nobody talk to when I was bored...

I want to play but

See... no one is around except my maid

So I always chit chat wif WATI when she is free...

p/s::  WATI is my old maid

U noe... sometime even maid also dun hav time to play wif u...

Maybe rili is I m too bored...

Or it just my excuse...

I started to think of having a bf..

At least there is someone care for u when u sick..

Someone accompany u when u bored..

Someone at least can talk to...

So...

I had my 1^st bf...

N yet I m such a FAILURE

My parent noe it ...

Erm.... the result wasn’t that good to show..

So juz skip this part...

From that moment..

I felt that I mk my parent so disappointed on me...

And after that they started to care me more ermmm a bit...

Ya my dad did..

He tried to bring me out for supper...

To his shop..

Call me..

It was nice...

As I said...

My parent nid to work rili hard in order to give my bro n I

A better life...

So.......

They really do not hav much time leave for me...

As the time flied...

I started to realise...

Actually I kind of used to this “loneliness”

I no longer need any bf accompany me...

And I understand the most precious thing in this world is my family

Nobody and nothing is more importance than them....

I said it I mean it k!!!

 

::::QUOTE:::::

Human being is desired in many things

But loneliness doesn’t one of them

 

DO U GUYS GET THE MEANING??